In English my name is derived from a flower, in Italian it's an ever green tree with fragrant rose like flowers. My middle name comes from the first for letters of my birth name, Rose. It means peaceful, it means patient, it's like the number 16. A bright color, it's the soft pitter patter of the rain on my window as a spirit enters the world. A mothers soft lullaby, the sweet melody. It was my mothers favorite name & now it's mine. It fits like pieces of a puzzle, two perfect lovers with their fingers intertwined, a mother to its child, like two halves of a heart. It represents me in ways only true eyes can perceive. It's the way an artists' hand embraces his paint brush, how a tagger spray paints his passion, around the world they say my name funny; like it's a rare species brought to society for the first time in history. It's the peace after the war, It's a song whispered like a secret; when it passes through his lips it's soft; like and angels' touch, newly fallen snow, freshly picked strawberries on a warm summers' day. It's that passionate feeling you get from your first kiss, it's real emotion, the spirit of creativity, a single rain drop dangling from a rose petal flushed with pink. It's a singers voice with the potential to be great. I am Kamelia; known only as one other name, Real. Because that's what I am, I am me & I wouldn't have it any other way.

Sunday, May 20, 2012

STRESS


Stress.. What causes stress? People and things... People cause stress because they always expect something out of you whether it be good or bad, the good things they expect you to do/be is a good student, get good grades, go to college, get a good job, start a family, & give them grandchildren. The bad they expect is you doing drugs, getting pregnant/someone else pregnant at a young age, dropping out, or never doing anything with your life... There always an expectations for something... Also, things cause stress, too much homework, your self image, organizing your life, getting from one place to another without a car, finding time to do everything you need to get done, having a dirty house/room/car... Too many things are stressful and I guess that's just life.
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