THE REAL WORLD

What I've experienced in life- Being born, having a childhood (full of scrapped knees, bruised elbows, shoes full of sand, rolling down the hill, swinging on swings, learning how to ride a bike, learning how to swim for the first time, being afraid of the dark, and having a pet for the first time). Growing into a teenager (experiencing going to Jr. High/High school for the first time, bullying, overcoming your fear, experiencing new things, first love, heartbreak, first date, new challenges, & many more things. My life is like a roller coaster: I have many ups and downs in my life but I'm willing to enjoy the ride because one day it will come to an end & I'll wish I would have let go & enjoyed the ride.

Embarassment

Embarrassing moments... Let's start with 3rd grade: I was playing basket ball outside with my friends my friend stepped on the bottom of my pants & I went to run & I totally bift it plus ripping my pants. Another is when I was in 4th grade & I was really into sports but my mom wanted me to be pretty & girly so she bought me frilly nice shirts & made me wear them. The day I wore it I was running through the field playing capture the flag & my shirt got caught on the stupid fence & ripped right off... TOO EMBARRASSING! Let's just say after that I ripped 4 more & my mom stopped buying them. Another time is when I was at my sisters house & she was pregnant & tried to run up the stairs but she fell & almost peed her pants... Awkward. But then right after she called me from upstairs & I went to run up the stairs, slipped on a plastic hanger & fell back down the stairs.. She died laughing.. So all I have to say is I've had A LOT of EMBARRASSING moments & I'm sure there's more to come.

Jealousy

Jealousy, what makes me jealous? Where do I even begin? I get jealous when my mom chooses favorites and it's not me, when everyone decides to go somewhere fun & I'm not invited, when I tell people about something really cool & they don't give me credit, when my boyfriend talks to other girls, when my best friend calls someone else their best friend, when a girl is prettier than me & people compliment her so much, when people make getting good grades look so easy & I'm struggling to barely pass, when my friends talk about how great their boyfriend/ girlfriend is, when I'm stuck being a 3rd wheel, when I see cute couples at the mall holding hands, when my bestfriend has a boyfriend that treats her like the world, when someone can do what I do but 100X better... So let's just say I get jealous easy because people are better than me at so many things, the only thing I can do is be the best I can be and if it's not good enough for them then that's their problem.

STRESS

Stress.. What causes stress? People and things... People cause stress because they always expect something out of you whether it be good or bad, the good things they expect you to do/be is a good student, get good grades, go to college, get a good job, start a family, & give them grandchildren. The bad they expect is you doing drugs, getting pregnant/someone else pregnant at a young age, dropping out, or never doing anything with your life... There always an expectations for something... Also, things cause stress, too much homework, your self image, organizing your life, getting from one place to another without a car, finding time to do everything you need to get done, having a dirty house/room/car... Too many things are stressful and I guess that's just life.

DREAMS

Dreams, they are where your mind wanders at night... I dream about the future and how I can make it better. What are dreams really though? Dream: A series of thoughts, images, and sensations occurring in a person's mind during sleep. I believe that dreams are a way of telling you what your heart really desires. Dreams push me to fight or believe in something that I know could happen because I've seen it....in a dream. Everything in the world that was ever created was in somebodys dreams whether they were a wake or sleeping it was still a dream.

COURAGE

Courage: Courage is not being afraid to stand up for what you believe in. When you have courage nothing can stop you. It's hard to be courageous sometimes, you might think that if you stand up for something that no one else will stand up for that you will be put down. When in reality everyone else is just afraid to stand up for just the same reason as you were. I for one get scared at times to speak my mind and stand up for what I believe because I don't want to be put down, eventually I'm going to have to get over that fear and jump into the deep end because I'll eventually figure out that I won't drowned.

 

FEAR

 Fear: An unpleasant emotion caused by the belief that someone or something is dangerous, likely to cause pain, or a threat. What is there to fear? Everything, everything in this universe is to be feared, whether we choose to be afraid of them is up to us. Me personally, I fear a lot of things, things that I shouldn't necessarily fear. I fear that if I disappear no one will notice, If I let go of his hand he'll float away, If I don't visit her she'll die alone. I am afraid of letting people down. Why? Because everyone needs someone to look up to and if you're not worth looking up to then what are you worth?  WE fear things that we don't understand, that we don't know, and that we are too scared to find out. We as human being fear that we might not be worth anything to anyone. Now you may think that the things I am afraid of are ridiculous but that's your opinion, I am afraid of things in this world just like everyone else, just like you.